Letters
From the heart
Three Singaporeans write about their heart-felt concerns
about the state of the nation and the leadership.
Apr 22, 2009
From
Tan Kin Lian
I received (these) two e-mails from a visitor
to my blog, www.tankinlian.blogspot.com.
First
e-mail
Hi Mr Tan,
I have been following with interest your blog on and off
especially during the period of “minibonds”.
I respect your sense of social justice and
your courage and willingness to fight for the underdogs.
I myself have always been neutral to politics.
I only write today because on the spur of the moment, I
want to pass a few observations about the passing away of
the Singapore I grew up in.
I am in my 30s. When I am young, I felt
that the government was willing to develop us Singaporeans.
Life was simple, relations with people were sincere.
That Singapore is no more! In almost any
job I have worked, foreigners equal Singaporeans in number,
sometimes they exceed.
Even when you interact with people, the
locals don’t care for and about the locals. Money
is all everyone thinks about.
Perhaps it is because we are all forced
to struggle with the influx of so many FTs (foreign talents).
When we need employers to give us a chance,
we find that the job has gone to some more experienced FT.
But they were given chances, even sponsored
to take courses, back in their own countries to hone the
skills that they have today.
All familial ties are no more; we have become
disposable entities to our companies and our bosses.
It is a very lope-sided system where the
employer is king. Even some bosses, used to maids, treat
employees in the same disposable manner.
Forget about receiving any training, you
are paid to serve them. Retrenchment and dismissal is sometimes
the excuse of poor senior management. The same goes for
the present government.
I am neither bitter nor resigned. I am just
sad that I cannot identify this country with the one I knew
and grew up in.
You might tell me I am being sentimental,
we must all adapt to the world, there is no free lunch.
Yes I have heard that many times. And home-grown
Singaporeans are largely a docile bunch willing to bend
over backwards with the govt. But why does it seem that
the govt makes our problems worse instead of better?
You are very capable man. By writing to
you, I don’t dare to aspire for anything.
I have signed your petitions and I have
written encouraging messages on your blog. I just want to
share with you, Singaporean to Singaporean, the loss of
the soul and essence of my country.
Second
e-mail
Hi Mr Tan,
I have visited your blog again and have read the comments
to my email. I’m not upset, don’t worry.
I respect what you are doing. But I do not
know whether it will succeed. Singapore has changed.
The younger Singaporeans are pleasure-loving
and hedonistic, the older ones are too busy struggling.
And all of us are struggling in this over-populated
country and intimidated by a government that can do whatever
they like and manipulate whatever law they want.
The worst is seeing younger Singaporeans
sell out their countrymen for the love of money.
I empathize with those who are poor and
suffering. I would not mind contributing if you have any
schemes to help them.
Under the present government, they are reduced
to getting scraps” qiu sheng bu si, qiu si bu neng”
(seeking life is difficult, seeking death is not possible).
Perhaps it is possible to set up some sort
of recruitment so that matches these people to employers
who are willing to pay them fair wages and not exploit them.
As for me, I am thinking of leaving the
country next time.
I am tired, Mr Tan. I am quite well educated,
but I still have some integrity. I don’t want to sell
my soul for money like what some people are doing.
Tan
Kin Lian comments (excerpts)
This reader, although much younger than me, expressed the
sentiments felt by me and some Singaporeans of my generation.
We were proud and happy to be Singaporeans many years ago.
We were part of the struggle to build an independent nation,
based on equality and justice, which is respected by many
nations around the world.
Today, Singaporeans are disappointed. We are not sure if
Singapore still belongs to us or only to those who are in
power.
Our views are not sought. Even if we struggle to be heard,
we are ignored. We can see fellow Singaporeans, who are
weak, being exploited. Even if they are cheated, they are
asked to open their eyes.
What is more worrisome to me is that many people care for
their own self interest. If they are not affected, they
will stay on the sideline. Maybe they are too busy struggling
to make a living. This is probably just an excuse....
I like to ask Singaporeans: Are you willing to speak up
for others, against injustice and suppression?
Letter
to PM
The third posting addressed to Prime Minister
Lee Hsien Loong is from blogger FeedMeToTheFish
Dear
Mr Prime Minister,
While you have your lymphoma, I have my share of heart attack
and ventricular fibrillation.
While you are concerned about your mum's
health, I had the greatest understanding of the fragility
of life and the inevitability of death while taking care
of my dad (as old as your dad if he's alive today) when
he was down with his degenerative disease.
While you were growing up as the son of
a prime minister in big but shabby Oxley Rise house (so
said your sister [Link]), I was growing up with 8 other
siblings in a $25-per-month-rented-one-room flat as the
son of a Singapore Traction Company bus conductor moonlighting
as a pirate taxi driver so that his family could survive.
You did Harvard and Cambridge and whatever
you fancy, the best I did was Senior Cambridge Certificate
(today's 'O Level' equivalent).
Today you are the highest paid politician
in the whole wide world earning $3.7m (excluding your BG
and after-55-PM-pension), I'm making do with about $24,000
per annum hawking my skills as a self employed.
I have no pension and I'm not entitled to
any of the benefits which your PAP so often makes a song
and dance about at every election and/or Budget Statement.
Please do not tell me about my GST rebate
as it's nauseating since the GST went to your salary too.
No, I'm not complaining of my state of being.
Being rich and happy is where your mind is at, not what
you can suck out of others!
As my kids can take care of themselves,
$2,000 a month is enough for me and my wife to have a simple
comfortable life. My family and I are blessed with what
we are happy with!
How much is enough?
Enough
for what?
It depends on the individual's sense of
value, contentment, greed, sense of power and one's one-upmanship.
Does it feel good to be paid 6 times the POTUS?
You tell me!
Though we are of about the same age, we
were made differently. I guess the only thing we have in
common is that we are, born-in-Singapore, Singaporeans.
As much as I'm a pauper compared to your
riches, I'm delighted that I do not have to bear the responsibilities
that you do.
My wish for you is that you'd be blessed
with grandfatherhood which I'm most grateful for when my
child gave birth to another child.
When one loves life, when one truly cares
and has the free will to do so without the hindrance of
position, power and face value, one is always free . . .
. . . . . even to blog until one is caught :)
I sincerely hope that the job you do now
is the job that you love, not the job imposed by your father
or whoever.
Though I have been told by those who know
you that you are not as useless (ie. for the magic salary
you pay yourself, people expect magic performance too) and
callous as you appear to be, I still have my doubt.
From the pedigree that you were inseminated
with (what with your dad laughing again at dummies like
me for not having university education [Link]), I was shocked
to hear of your "mee siam mai hum" and "fix
opposition and buy votes". Which devil made you do
that?
You were silent for many days when Mas Selamat
jalan.
You were silent for many days when Singaporeans
were hurt by the Lehman fiasco and toxic financial products.
You were silent for many days when Town
Councils burned themselves with Lehman too.
I have never written to politicians especially
ministers level as I know what I write doesn't mean squat
to them . . . just another tiny voice in the wilderness.
However, I'm writing now to do my part as
a Singaporean before I die from my next heart attack.
Mr
Lee, please say something!
Yes, before I'm fedtothefish, I hope that
as highest paid prime minister of the universe, you will
do the gracious thing of investigating why your PAP MP Dr
Ong Seh Hong is in such a fix right now with the Ren Ci
CEO Ming Yi saga.
Silence may be golden but your reticence
in commenting on the crucial happenings in Singapore lately
is not helping you in your job.
It is not helping people to "Staying
Together Moving Ahead" It makes a joke of your PAP
manifesto. If you are still at a loss on what to say, Singaporeans
will be wondering, "WTF is he doing?"
Please say something worthy of your salary
and position for the benefit of all Singaporeans on Ren
Ci/Dr Ong's issue.
Even
if you were to tell us that "it's not an issue at all
as he became whiter-than-white MP only after he cleared
the loan", we would still be happier than to have you
keep your mouth shut again.
We look forward to it.
Thank you.
feedmetothefish.
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